Life is tough and will throw a lot of different things in your path that it expects you to jump over. I just lost my cousin that i was really close to me on March 6 2014. This has go to be the hardest thing i ave gone through in my life and i wouldn't wish it on even my worst enemy. Losing someone close to you is a really difficult struggle not only for you but for anyone they were close to. Tara leaves behind a 2 year old son named Hunter. He is the sweetest little boy I have ever had the chance to meet. He can be a hand full sometimes and that reminds me of Tara so much because she was a party animal. She was always a hand full, But that made her who she was and nothing can ever take that away. There is one memory in specific that i will never forget. It was my 18th Birthday. She came over and we were drinking (Mad Dog 20/20). Needless to say we got plastered. i remember her trying to feed me a piece of bread that she had put in some ramen for me to eat and it was all soggy. She insisted saying that is would help and that is would soak up the alcohol. but i don't think she really realized that it had already soaked up the ramen juice. yeah it made me puke but it was a great night either way. im really going to miss her and if anyone would like to leave a comment about a family member or friend they have lost and share some good memories it can help ease the pain just a little.